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The state has separated from the church and all of a sudden I was not wasting any more time.
Last minute wild decisions yield more of the same. After Bon Iver, a whole night of light sleeping, then seeing Florence and the Machine for the fourth time to figuring out I can jump timelines right…..
Some people can be so cruel you know... would it be so hard to conjure up some understanding and stop being such an effin' know it all every minute of the day. I guess everyone just wants to be right.
All I am is lightweight and misunderstood. Lightweight and misunderstood. Damn.
Here here -…..
Yes yes I am still here. Past some trials and tribulations, a couple of quantum leaps and I am still here, still kicking.
Still listening to hip hop, still growing plants and young minds.
and it's still weird not knowing what is happening with you... weird, but whatever...
This day will go down in history as the day when Timothee Chalamet walked past me ...
The chances of bumping into Timothee Chalamet on the streets of Budapest are extremely low, but never zero. And if once you defy these statistics (for heaven's sake woman!!!!) at least try to rise to the…..
In little more than a week I will be sitting 40000 feet above everyone's bullshit - time-travelling.
There is no predictable future, just the occasional gift of foresight, but that's just spooky. And I am walking with a foot in each world.
alone I get so far, so fast
Sitting on the light…..
Kaluga has passed
my heart is broken
06/02/2016 - 27/08/2022..
... you go, best friend!
allow my middle fingie to grace you just one more time :,D..
...It wasn't rightThe way it all went down...
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Help, I'm still at the restaurantStill sitting in a corner I hauntCross-legged in the dim lightThey say, "What a sad sight"I, I stayed thereDust collected on my pinned-up hairI'm sure that you got a wife out thereKids and Christmas, but…..
The story of a very long week
Tuesday afternoon I found myself in yet another long staff meeting, being talked at by Dr Jared. This guy must breathe through his ears, as he just does not shut up, not even to take a moment of breath like normal humans do. After a rather long and busy, lunch-less day…..
Recap After Use
Spiritual growth, healing karma, transcending and hopefully ascending
2021.08.28 09:07:35
Finally I figured it all out; why I keep getting the same lessons over and over again - they've got something to do with my unusual circumstances (that I have created) and handsome men (that someone else created - HA).
The ultimate purpose in life is to exist in the present moment, to find the…..
A good kisser. A caring friend. And her subjects are History and Geography.
But beyond the form there is a never changing light, watching everything. Turns out that what you see is what you get...there is no alter-ego in an altered state of mind. Just making a reminder, so I know what to flex if…..
I have been watching the Moon cycle closely. It all started with the Full Moon on the 1st of October.
October was the month of shooting my shots, a kind of season of sowing - of course I do know that we are constantly sowing and reaping, but October was particularly challenging in terms of putting…..
It is beautiful, of course I have found it. I am a bloodhound for information, everyone knows that.
But this is impossible. The wall I have built is strong and protective and still, even now, I have so much anger and hurt... so much.
The problem is not that you don't know much about anything, but…..
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2020.10.19 10:14:16
Ghosts - whether living or dead, doesn't matter - only come to take; they have even less than nothing to give back.
I am surrounded by the dead and some living ghosts too. As I had been stripped back to the core as Shane said, I have at last learnt to also say no. Finally I am accessing an…..
The world by no means reflects the peace and quiet I have inside. Although I am not an island of my own, I can be as far as possible from it all and within I take a break from the general human condition (uncertain, raging and short sighted).
We should verify Paul's thoughts in his books... the…..
Well... it was the first pandemic of the century and you found me.
By now I have learnt to give up on the idea that I know what is best for me. The most transformative summer of my life has ended to give way to travel and thrill, and cancellations later on. Somehow though, you and I... we…..
He paved paradise and put up a parking lot..
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the past ten years in weeks/ how did i end up here/ the anatomy of a heartbreak/ and the school of life
2019.12.20 02:21:29
Russell Brand, First Aid, Proximity, Pain, harmful pictures, pain, Eckhart Tolle, exhale, addiction, painful Memories good and bad, tears, chest pain, running, panting, swimming, cold, more pain, learn from it already, avoid, wrap your hand around your soul, self love, healing, recognising the end…..
The beauty of being a tumbleweed is that I have many homes... and how good is it to be loved eveywhere I go!
A longing satisfied gives birth to temporary happiness, and temporary happiness is better than none at all... but I am loved every where I go, so there is no reason to complain when one…..
You and I might be kindred spirits in a parallel universe... yet you have always been the keeper of my passwords; how can I ever thank you for your service? But then I think about your truth that you misled me with, and I understand that we are looking at the same darkness... but from different…..
Recap After Use
Lessons to remember/ I've learnt? - this is talking to myself, but take what you find useful
2019.04.25 02:20:08
Do no harm
Stop imagining the future - If you haven't already worked it out, most of the time it doesn't resemble anything you thought it would
You reap what you sow - you are constantly reaping and sowing, sowing and reaping! It's time to stop ignoring this age old truth and take responsibility…..
How is it possible to sit here and be reminiscing about old time trauma and pain for comfort?
My first winter in Omeo was the toughest time of my entire life up until then, laying in bed so sick that I was unable to take care of my animals or myself for that matter... it was lonely and painful, but…..
Strength comes from muscle pain...
... the heart is a muscle...
go figure..
The only thing I can give you (the only thing you let me give you) is time... my time is yours. So are my thoughts, my affection, my loyalty, my understanding and my friendship. You have my love.
Please come back to me.....
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